Wednesday, June 25, 2008
last night, i was so excited, i couldn't sleep.
can't help but stand in awe of God, thinking about how good He is in my life.
then:
i took out my letter pad, pen, and a chinese dictionary.
Wrote my dad a letter, about how much I love him and thank him for allowing me to be water baptised.
Shared abit about God changing me life, and that I hope they saw the change in me..
Now, i just pray that this letter will open up his heart even more than before.
I really want to see my family getting saved!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
THE BIGGGG BIGGG BIGGG BIGG ANNOUNCEMENT : I AM GOING FOR WATER BAPTISED THIS JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is definitely a breakthrough for me. a BIG step of faith indeed.
Actually this week, been thinking:
i've been a christian for about 4 years, but i've never taken BIG steps of faith.
God called me to rise up years back, but all the while, i've only been taking baby steps, growing slowly.
and i know this is something that hinders me from my big breakthrough..
how i really felt, im gonna take big steps of faith from THAT DAY on.
knowing that since God has called me, i need not fear, but everything God wants is what's more important.
and truly, i can sense my breakthrough coming.
just awhile ago.. preparing to ask my parents about the water baptism..
i told myself - i'm not going to let this chance pass me by ANYMORE.
i've missed many many chances of water baptism, the chance of going bible school.
all because of myself - unwilling to take that step of faith.
daddy signed that piece of paper. it all seemed fast.
i asked him if he was unhappy. but he said - if i dont allow, i wouldnt have let u continually go church.
at that point in time, i knew i could have been water baptised long long time ago.
i'm glad i didnt wait and procrastinate. im glad i FINALLY took THAT STEP.
God is really good. God really is. and im amazed.
i'm going to keep on challenging myself to that BIG steps of faith!
Indeed, this season is really a time God's doing mighty things in our lives, as a church and also individually.
During this period of time, how God spoke to me about rising up time and time again.
How im more and more dependent on God. How i've learnt and taken on new perception of things and seeing things in more positive light.
but God, im never satisfied with what i have with You. coz i know there's always more..
that even though i've made ONE breakthrough, im not going to stop there..
and i know, THERE'S MORE TO COMEEE. i knoww..
last thing:
help me think of a baptism name!!!!!!!
love,
cwannn
Monday, June 23, 2008
was hanging out with the zone people quite alot this week, heading to jurong west more often than any weeeek this year!
on friday:
firstly, i went for the morning pm @ jurong west church and i must say, it's awesome!
i've never been to such pm before and it was really a new experience for me.
and how i wish i could go again, but sad to say, i went on friday, which was the last already...
i really wish it would carry onnnnn!!
anyway, after that, together with some of the other zone people, we went jurong point mac, ( we were suppose to go bukit timah hill but... GWEN..LOL!).
And you'll know how much nonsensical but funny and animated things the SA guys say.
very entertaining. HAHA.
then, SA guys went queensway while gwen, me and lester went anchor point to look for clothes! (:
couldnt find anything there and so we went central.
and me and gwen bought dresses there! (: yay yay yay! haha.
we went long john and i watched gwen and lester study!!! (MUAHAHHA. I DONT HAVE TO STUDY MAHH)
tried to teach lester maths but sadly, I FORGOT MOST OF THE THINGS. =x
had cellgroup later that night at riverwalk and stef really preached a good msg!
i enjoyed her peaching alot! (: HEEHHEHEHEE.
on saturday:
it was MINGHUI's BIG DAYYYYYYY and we went jurong west for her holy matt.
ohh how sweet was that lovely couple.
i still remembered when i was still in n317 and minghui announced she was with edmund.
and shortly after, DE PROPOSAL.
and finally comes this day--- minghui was gorgeous! like a princess!! (:
CONGRATULATIONS TO MY DEAREST MINGHUI AND EDMUNDDD! =D
and and and, SA GUYS "forced" us to go queensway with them like AGAIN..
and with richard, ravi and lester.. slacked at mac agaiinnnn.
after awhile ravi, jon, lester, richard and i went bugis to look for weiwen and nick for dinner.
the funny thing :
i was wearing heels and holding SOUPY banmian trying to walk down the stairs. and i walked one step and i was stuckkkkk!! HAHAHHAHHA.
Thanks nick who came to my rescueee and helped me carry my banmian. LOL!
and of coz, e wedding dinner. haha. food was not bad! (: love e dessert! =D
so i really had quite an exciting week.
this week, it's time for me to PACK MY TABLE ( was untouched since a'levels =x)
time to get ready for sch to start! (:
get ready for my breakthrough. COZ I REALLY WANT ITT!!!! =)
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Me and shermagne! (: nice lips we've got there ya? :P
we're a like crazy, but it's okay ya? =D darwin and santy! (: Me, Darwin and Santyyy --! (: weng lok with specs AND shades. WEIRD. LOL! LAST DAY OF WORK @ MARCUSEVANS - me and jordan - my admin manager! (: THIS IS MY THRONE! MUAHAHAHA! ramboo with frank - last photo before i leave! and he's the cleaner, very diligent so that the office smells nice, ALWAYS! (: and takes all for now -- TODDLES! =D
me and jiamin - we're both 19! but im still the youngest in the office! =D
and together with joice - WE'RE ONE HAPPY FAMILY! (:
and this is BOSS BOSS -! (: He's nice and cute! =D
Krisanto !!! He bought slyvester for me! touchedd! (:
this is the slyvester krisanto bought! LOVE-ABLEEEEE!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Revival of this blog! WOOOHOOOO!
and of coz i wanna blog about....
CAMP PHENOMENA-----!!
It was a wonderful time together as a zone,
playing, laughing, and experiencing God together!
DAY ONE:
we had workshops to learn how to preach, praise and worship God better.
And i really learnt alot from the leaders,
that i start to realise : EVERY MINOR DETAIL COUNTS.
like in preaching:
your eyebrows, facial expressions, tone and pitch of your voice...
hey, i thought preaching was as easy as talking?!!
Anyway, the next highlight of the day was the night session.
and as many of you have read --the short skit. WAS AMAZING.
it was short, no words, but was able to bring out the love our DADDY has for us.
How He wouldnt give up fight for us even though it's tough.
How He still love us even though we've let Him down.
the whole night was just awesome and God spoke to me so clear
Rekindle my passion for the dream that i have years back,
when He called me.
GOD REMEMBERS EVERY PROMISE HE MADE TO YOU!
all in all, first night was GREAT. and after that had the funny night game!
and then, comes the stress having mock cellgroup the next day,
some of us stayed up to prepare for the message.
i prayed again and again. because i really want to do a good job.
it was my 1st time but thank God is was good! (:
it's really big step for me and im glad I MADE IT!
DAY TWO:
Kind of like a zombie day due to the lack of sleep the previous day.
So i kind of regret not getting enough sleep.
Anyway, it was a day packed with activities:
MAZE IN THE DARK CLASSROOM was one of the most exciting but dirty one. hahaa. It was the driest time i've been until tinghuan and siying comes chasing me with bottles of water. URGH. and i saw all the leaders DRENCHED - that's fun! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA We cut cut cut cut cut, until there's only 2.5 scenes i think. But i think it was still good! WELLDONE YELLOOWW! =D And i slept really early that night -all tired outttt. Camp was really fun and i learnt quite alot from weiwen - my team leader too. im glad i've learnt alot from the camp even amidst of all the fun!! (: