Tuesday, August 26, 2008


10:31 PM

studied at riverwalk with e zone members today. joined them at 6 and i studied for 1 hr (some of them were playing guitar and singing - music for us, HAHAHA!) anyway, after awhile, they left and santy came, WITH AN EMPTY STOMACH - i suppose- insisted on having dinner then and then. so we went BK for dinner till 8pm and went back to study till 9.30pm! And really, God answered my prayer - of MULTIPLYING MY TIME! (: in that short 2.5 hrs -WHICH IS E LONGEST I'VE STUDIED SO FAR EVER SINCE AFTER A'LEVELS - i completed alot of my work!
  • 1 Tutorial
  • Recapped a whole of lecture notes
  • Completed a reading of 12-pages FULL of words on culture.

and i didnt even realise it until i stopped studying and realise im ahead of my schedule! =D

HE's just amazing -- isnt He? (: PLAIN RAWKS.



8:15 AM

took a picture few days ago from my house's balcony :

Although it's really blurr, but look at that beautiful gradient of colours. -- sunset from my house! (: the good thing about staying high up in e HDB flat! (: rawks. HAHA! Anyway, WILLINGNESS is a big word in my life now: Especially now when i enter a new phase of life, i tell myself that it's not going to be like in JC where i get so stressed up with school work i neglect God. I want to all the more make this a breakthrough for me, being able to juggle school and serving well together.

Til now, school work is rushing in. Lectures needing to be revised, TutorialSSS to be done, homeworkSS to hand in. but nevertheless, im coping well! (: Really thank God everything is good, with good friends. We study together, teach each other when we're not clear. He's good, ALL THE TIME! (:

And even as i sacrifice my time to meet people and serve, i'm still able to complete my work! (: I'm determined to be a GOOD student as well as a GOOD servant of God! =D

Tuesday, August 19, 2008


7:04 PM

im getting used to nus already. although science school really old and boring, it's still a place very conducive for studying. i was utterly shocked by the FLOODING forum each modules have, where people already FINISHED tutorials, ask chiiiimm questions, discussing about abstract stuff, ON THE VERY FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL. gave me a scare. and a wake up call. im no longer HOLIDAYING. there's no BUFFER PERIOD of ice breaking in uni. I HAVE TO START STUDYING. im glad i didnt slack totally last week. did some tutorial. revised a little. i thought i was super hard work. but i guess it's nothing compare to the rest in Science!! Anyway, i had a great cellgroup last saturday! We sang " With all I am" and "We wholly follow You" and the presence of God was so strong and tangible. brought me back to the first love. and most of all, these songs were like the very prayer from my heart..
INTO YOUR HAND
I COMMIT AGAIN
WITH ALL I AM
FOR YOU, LORD
YOU HOLD MY WORLD
IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND
AND I AM YOURS, FOREVER
JESUS, I BELIEVE IN YOU
JESUS, I BELONG TO YOU
YOU'RE THE REASON THAT I LIVE
THE REASON THAT I SING
WITH ALL I AM
I'LL WALK WITH YOU
WHEREVER YOU GO
THROUGH TEARS AND JOY
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
AND I WILL LIVE
IN ALL OF YOUR WAYS
AND YOUR PROMISES, FOREVER
I WILL WORSHIP ,
I WILL WORSHIP YOU
And the most important revelation from the message: WILLINGNESS
and that is what i need.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008


5:16 PM

today's my 3rd day of school. and i only had 1 lecture - INTRODUCTION TO CULTURAL STUDIES. i didnt know what to expect, but school was really quiet today. and mengching told me many people have their free days on wednesday. (AND I WANTED TO, BUT MY TIMETABLE WAS TOO CRAMPED.) well, it's my first time out of School of Science, and TO FASS, so i was so worried i got lost. FASS looks like a maze with LOOONGG and ZIGG-ZAGGED corridors. and i was alone once again, just like my first lecture. but thank God, there were nice people - Seili and Zulie - who invited me to sit with them. really, im glad i've made friends for all my lectures even though i didnt go for any orientation. God is indeed GOOD, bringing my friends so i dont have to be alone even before tutorials! anyway, cultural studies is really very interesting! and the lecturers are very funnyy. (: i think im going to enjoy this module. BUT! it's so artsyyyy!! so i really hope i'll write good essays. (try my best) =D

Monday, August 11, 2008


7:24 PM

it's my first day of school in nus.
was excited but wasnt sure of what's really going to happen coz i didnt go for any orientation so i dont know anyone and i dont know where the LTs were!!!
the first physics lecture was alright. though i was alone.. and i really dont see a single familiar facee.
but after my first lecture, i went to look for my secondary school classmate, tingting!
and her JC friends were going to the same lectures as me after that. so i had companion!
my first new friend - joanna. (:
went for maths lecture and we completed 1 chapter within 1.5 hrs on the first day of school.
i was really amazed.
after the last lecture, i met someone from my JC (dont really know her well).
but it's alright! we made friends there and then, coz we're majoring maths together!
so now, i will have a permanent lecture mate! YAY YAY YAY! =D
overall, the day ended much better than i expected. =)
anyway, i ended my tuition with jolene last week.
she wrote my a card, have me a hug.
she's really so adorable and sweet!
im glad she learnt something from me, results improved, and is much more optimistic already.
i will miss her!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008


12:57 PM

im soo touched people still read my blog even though it's dead for quite some time. =x but i dont know when the next entry will come.. coz this is the last week of my OH-SO-LONG holiday ( from end Nov) finally im starting school.. and im glad i end my holiday GREAT. okay. so now I AM WATER BAPTISED!! :DDDDDDDD i went hongkong with my parents after that i had alot of fun! =) and with FOP last week, it was just a blast. FOP was really awesome and i enjoyed every single part of it. from serving in the beginning, to praise and worship, to the word.. everything was greater than what i thought! i enjoyed FOP more than last year, and i really can't wait for the next one to come! my water baptism was something i looked forward to. im glad my parents came. it was the one step closer to God. and i had this indescribable joy! my love for Him grew soo much. I LOVEEEE YOUUU! and now im looking forward to SOT next year. coz i just want to know Him more! I wanna thank mengching for being such a wonderful friend! (: LOVE HER. i wasnt clear about the system in nus so i asked mengching for help. She met me to explain to me the bidding of modules and more. she's just awesome. MY BESTEST CELLGROUP MEMBER! (: signing off, SEEWAN (: